| What the fuck is perfect? |
[Jan. 1st, 2008|04:41 pm] |
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I want to...destroy something. I want to hurt. I want to be physically hurt. I want to stop feeling so angry. I don't know why I'm angry, but I want my insides to stop hurting. I'm so angry. I want a shower. I want to rid myself of these toxins building up in my body. I hate how useless I feel. How incomplete I feel. I hate how I wish I could feel pain. I just want to feel something other than blind frustration. Please help me. Please, please save me. I just need my medicine. I haven't taken it in days. I need it and I hate how I need it. Please hurt me. Let me destroy something. Let me bring pain to someone just so they know how pain feels. Please. |
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